How Does Your Garden

March 9, 2010 at 11:04 PM | Posted in Personal | Leave a comment
  Even when I have nothing, sometimes I have something to say, and I’m not sure what it’s going to be until I see it appear under my fingers.  I had the entire weekend off–Friday evening, Saturday and Sunday.  I had plans–big, big plans.  I had a list.
  But I also had so much stress that I locked up and didn’t do anything. 
  Plus, Sunday I didn’t take my medication.  Detroit noticed, because she did an imitation of me.  Really?  Am I really like that?  Really?  I didn’t remember until 130 in the afternoon and by then it is too late.  I don’t get the buzz from my pill anymore, so that’s good.  But there is still a marked difference in my behavior that I am not always aware of but other people are.
  The stress came, ironically, from things I haven’t done, but I was too stressed to do any of them.  When everything is a priority, what do yo do first?
  And more than a little of the stress is from money.  Aren’t we all in that boat now?  I’m working two jobs but it still seems like I am short every month and getting more and more in the hole.
  Not to mention I’m sick and tired of my second job and could quit at any moment, and my day job is in a volatile situation and could disappear without warning.
  I am truly…what’s the word for it?–fucked.
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